Long weekend

Well this has already felt like a long weekend for some reason. It feels like it should be going back to school tomorrow, but luckily I'm not. I've been pretty lax about doing my homework so far, although I did get some done, and I really need to get a lot done tomorrow to make sure I'm keeping up the pace. Sigh...this damn book is just so fucking boring to me. I hate history.

In other news two of my old friends are in town and I got to hang out with them tonight, and I had a really good time. Despite this fact, I still feel like I am just really unable to connect with people anymore. Even with these guys, who are good old friends, I'm just feel like I'm not making a good connection like I used to. What's strange is that they don't seem any different in that respect, and they don't act like I'm any different in that respect either, so why do I feel that way? I also noticed how hard it is to keep myself from letting the depressed attitude come out strong and to keep from dwelling on negative things. Even though I feel like I badly need to I can't just go dumping all this crap on these guys. How depressing would that be?

My dad posted photos from my most recent trip to Cali. You can find them here at his flickr site.