Release...if briefly

Two days ago I cried for the first time since before my grandma died some five plus years ago. It was only a matter of something slightly tear-inducing happening to cause me to cry, and this time it came in the form of leaving my guild in WoW. I know, I'm a fucking pussy, whatever. I was sick of the guild in general but I had been there for a whole year or more and they were just going in a different direction than I wanted to go in, and that's why it was so sad for me. It's because I'm pathetic and my life outside of school pretty much involves only this game.
As I pulled each of my six characters out of the guild I cried. It wasn't as intense as I thought it would be after having it pent up for so long. I expected a full on, flood gates wide open, breakdown. I needed more release than I got, and I wanted to let more out but I found some part of me resisting, and it ended fairly quickly, one minute maximum.