Sunday, May 11, 2008

Internet reminiscence

So I downloaded yahoo messenger tonight, which I haven't used for something like 4 or 5 years. The cool part is I was looking through the old screen names and so many memories were coming back. Whats weird is most of them are girls. I don't really talk to girls. Come to think of it I don't talk to anyone really.
One person in particular stands out. I just remember talking with him fairly often. We talked about smoking weed, and sex stuff. He always tried to get me to come over and have a threesome with him and his girlfriend. I never did it. It kind of weirded me out; I didn't feel like I could trust him. Like maybe he didn't really have a girl over there. Or maybe they just wanted to prey on someone.
So I searched his screen name today and found his myspace. I matched a picture in his album up with the one from his yahoo profile, to make sure it was him. He definitely has a girlfriend and she is good looking too. But this was probably 6 years ago.
Ever wonder how different your life may have turned out if you made some decision differently in the past? I would be a totally different person if I had gone to see him. No matter what happened. Maybe we'd all have sex and have a jolly good time (it would have been my first time). Or maybe they would have tied me up in the basement and kept me there for weeks. I'd bet against that one. But if I had it all to do again, I'd probably do the same thing. Thats just me.

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